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Monday, December 19, 2005

I am trying very hard to think,
I am trying very hard to smile,
I am trying very hard to send,
and
I am always trying very hard!

Is good to try our best,
But who knows how tire it is.

I try to think but I cant.
It just refuse to!
Am I getting to become an idiot?
Hope I am not.

You say I am good,
But I don't see it.
You say I can make it,
But I can't.

Thanks for being so nice in your words.
Really.
But to be frank,
I am hurt.
Hurt deeply.

I hate to smile,
But I have to try so hard.
I hate to entertain people,
But I have to try so hard.
I really hate a lot of thing...

Why am I trying so hard but people are not?
Really hate this fate.

All I want is a simple life,
Simple friends,
Simple family,
Simple job,
and
Simple!

Who can give me that?
You?
Impossible!

Who Who Who
and
Where Where Where

Trying really hard!!
Hate It!!
-My thoughts-

I blogged at 7:13:00 PM;

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